My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Monday, May 28, 2007
-Monday, May 28, 2007
What do you really treat me as, I wonder.
It just isn`t right.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
-Thursday, May 24, 2007
YAY YAY
YAY YAY !!!! Pirates of the Caribbean is out today !! I`m so gonna catch this one if not I`d just die on the spot -.-
Yes, as your hatred sinks in, I guess so did mine. Period. However, somehow, somewhere in my heart, I`ve this instinct that my 'hatred' isn`t gonna last. Hatred for the things that happened. Not hatred of the one I truly love. I`m still lost in between, but I did make a decision and I hope my life will change.I`m still unsure, unsure of the recent many happenings. I`m still living in the past. And I seriously don`t know what I am thinking or what got into me whatsoever. Everything was just a lie. It was all just a bad dream. I guess, I just don`t have a choice anymore. .
Though, I still wish that my bottle can still be refilled with the same milk, salguod.
Call me stupid. I`m your stupid
ex-girlfriend.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
-Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Things that I shouldn`t see.
I HATE FS.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
-Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I`m worried,
VERY WORRIED FOR YOU NOW, right at this moment. - 11:00am):Yes, to you I`m just a trouble-maker, I`m a problem magnet. Apologies. My bad. Do take care.----------------------------------------------------Hopeless. This is how it really is imo, I`m, Girlfriend, noMM, noFriend, noHated stranger, yes.I never hated you. Not once. Maybe if you`re talking about hatred, well, all I can say is I just hated the things that you do. I know I wasn`t in the right as well, but I never blamed you at all. I`m not trying to play the goodie goodie here but I can tell you that I`m gonna hide myself away now. Full of deep regret and remorse. Be assured, you won`t see me anymore from this day on. Maybe I should delete myself off this world. Off the surface of earth. Things will be better, you would be happier. I would too. At least then, I wouldn`t have to feel anything more. I can`t feel love, neither can I feel hatred. - 2:19pm
Monday, May 21, 2007
-Monday, May 21, 2007
Oh I badly miss the taste of your lips. And how you`d watch me sleep before you do. I miss the way you call
ed me
baby. And how you`d give me those pair of 可怜眼睛 whenever you want me to do you a favour or when you`re giving me an obvious hint. . How you would hug me so tight until I cannot breathe. I still feel empty. I still feel that a huge part of me is missing. It`s gone elsewhere, to someone else.
I lost my baby. I really did.
when can I stop calling you my KK ? ):
Saturday, May 19, 2007
-Saturday, May 19, 2007
绿茶:
That`s when I love you.
No matter what.
蜜桃茶.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
-Tuesday, May 15, 2007
“ I think we are over “
I don`t know what you are thinking right now. Maybe you think all this that you are doing now is worth it. I just hope you don`t regret it, if this is what you really want.
And if this keep you happy, I guess I shouldn`t be so selfish anymore. You may not know how I really feel about everything but I hope you know why I am doing this. Thanks for your kind understanding. Too bad, you just happened to be daily drug, and I`m just overdosed.
Maybe you are confused now. In any case, I still love you. RACHEL STILL LOVES DOUGLAS. For good.
“ Don`t wait for me “
It`s okay. Just pretend that I`m not. (:
I lost my boyfriend.
He can go stick with her. I don`t have a chance. He said it all.
Why do I sound like this ? Because I want him back. Or he hadn`t had enough fun ?” You broke my heart. You broke me apart. I just want you to mend it back. If you are incapable of doing it, then forget it.”
“ Follow your heart “ , you advice.
Well. Stop telling me all this. I know what I want. And I will get it.
Monday, May 14, 2007
-Monday, May 14, 2007
Happy Monday. I wonder if my baby will be back. ):
ILOVEYOU.
YOULOVEMETOO ?
绿茶 :
很抱歉,
我真的做不到. .
我不能没有你, 我爱你.
我只希望你回来. .蜜桃茶.
-Monday, May 14, 2007
Now, I am just a big empty space, waiting anxiously for your return. For you to come back to me. Your love is so precious to me. And ALL I EVER WANTED was for you to truly love me.
I just hate myself so much now for losing my baby, my everything and the only gift you gave me. But you must be very happy to be free. . . .
I MISS YOU HEAPS, DOUGLAS. I wonder if you still have any feelings left. 我不能没有你, 我爱你.
0805’07
Monday, May 07, 2007
-Monday, May 07, 2007
I`ll look forward anxiously to every weekend every single day of the week. Weekend means more time for me to spend with my dearest boyfriend.
But this weekend has been horrible. It just totally ruined my good weekend mood since Friday. And now I`m starting have escalating fear of
everything each passing day. Thinking about my screwed-up life and just wondering how long this love life can go. So many inevitable external factors, not to forget, internal ones too.
Two times, I missed that 3 words, 8 letters, 1 meaning from you. I LOVE YOU ): Why didn`t you assure me too ? I`m very serious about you, are you too ?
Saturday, May 05, 2007
-Saturday, May 05, 2007
GIRLS !!!!!! <3These babes make my shopping fun !! Two days of
madness and chionging in a row !!
SPARE US !!!!!Please meet them [:
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
-Wednesday, May 02, 2007
LABOUR DAY.This was what happened on Labour Day.
Meet RACHEL.
When she`s waiting for her boyfriend by the stairs.
Anyway, wondered why Rachel`s gone mad today and camcamcamwhored ?
She says,
I`m so happy I finally caught my Spidey 3 with my precious. So nice larh I swear. I wanna watch it again again again AGAIN !! [: Oh man. And I wanna watch 200 Pound Beauty too ! ):
Gonna be bankrupt soon ! >.<
And two days back, guess who I met ?
Let the pictures do the talking.
I only had 2 good pics. I brag alot as if I`ve plenty. The rest are like with them ? >.< I want Elmo to come too one day ! The old gang to reunite ! [:
Oh, 2 more weeks to my love day !!
<3
Okay, this is super random.
