My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
-Wednesday, October 26, 2005
HA HA ! my efforts have finally paid off. and much thanks to felicia, the heroine who discovered and suggested me to go for the marks and spencer`s job. he hee.
after much determination to carry on and look for better jobs during our two-day job hunt on last friday and today, i finally got one. let me recall, we`ve been to. .
1. topshop
2. mango
3. charles and keith
4. dorothy perkins
5. HMV
6. fox
7. carrefour
8. adidas
9. royal sporting house
10. ebase
11. cards and such
12. sembawang
13. marina madarin hotel
14. panpacific hotel
thats all i can remember for now. . i guess my memory`s failing me ha ha.
and not to forget ! this is only today itself. cause friday i`ve forgotten where we`ve been to x:
i know you may think my day`s damn pathetic, but its fruitful ! hehs. cause, i got the marks and spencer/robinsons job which i applied for last friday. the lady called me. i was hopping about marina square`s open area like a bouncy idiot. ha ha. yes, its true. you can get evidence from felicia. she`s seen all that had happened. ha ha. the pay`s about 900 ? around there ba. . not including OT. if i ever do any. lol. then the two hotels` jobs. its supposed to be waitress for banquets, weddings or any other form of special occasions. so they`ll call us in when they need us. marina madarin and pan pacific hotel pay hourly of $5.70 and $6 respectively. so in conclusion, pan pacific`s slightly better. (:
been an exhausting day for me. feeling rather lethagic and tmr i got to go school with my mum and bro by ten to collect our report books. its quite dumb that we have to go with our parents nowadays. dont know what the school`s up to or will be up to next. . schools these days. . sigh. coming up with all sorts of funny things. well, what can i say ? -shrugs-
Monday, October 24, 2005
-Monday, October 24, 2005
. . and to my dearest fel, so sorry i had to trouble you since friday. as well as the fact that i ps-ed you since then too. dont worry. next week, im all yours. well, except for weekends. hehs. x:
Sunday, October 23, 2005
-Sunday, October 23, 2005
i guess our differences caused our relation to turn sour with time
Monday, October 17, 2005
-Monday, October 17, 2005
he so bad ! . . 'kicked' my mum out ( from what i think his excuse is cause she`s sometimes too busy to help him in the office work ) of the office. the office is already cramped enough and i was initially pondering about how is this new lady`s going to squeeze in ? at first, my mum and me asked each other simultaneously , ' who is that woman he`s talking to ? ' later on, when i asked my mum, she told me that now she has to move out from the office and give up her place to this new lady. as the new lady left, i heard him tell her ' can one larh. . you so experienced '. sometimes, i really wonder whats on his mind. . sighs. what is this once ever-so-perfect family becoming into ? and why ! tell me.
and this new woman is going to start work tmr. which means im going to see her EVERYDAY ! and also, she looks damn old larh ! MY GOODNESS !
-Monday, October 17, 2005
had one the most wonderful times today ! ((: let me further elaborate.
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this week was all about hphones. . felicia was so eager to get her hphone today and i decided to be a good friend and pei her go get it. how kind right ? dont worry, I KNOW. hehs. a bad start to our day - IT WAS RAINING SO FU CK ING HEAVILY larh. cats and dogs you`d describe. caused me to be so utterly drenched from head to toe. frustrating enough ! to add to it, at this point, i was already worrying for my eyeliner being smuched. also, adorning heels and sleeveless was a terrible mistake. and i regretted it so very much ! but its okay. . quite worth it alr. x:
was late. kept felicia waiting for me like around half an hour ? poor her. sorry, girl. while waiting, she had to do some dumb youth survey. eww ! hate those. as she was doing it, i made my grand entrance. ha ha! jk. it wasnt at all grand :
me : wha. you wait for me then do this arh ?
her : yarh larh.
survery girl to me : you want to do too ?
me : NO !
hate this kind of things. waste of time. they survery, our comments arent taken into consideration at all either. so its as good as not surverying us people. thats why i said, TOTAL WASTE OF MY PRECIOUS TIME. as well as THE PRECIOUS PAPERS and INK. okay, in all, waste of resources.
well, back to topic. walked and pushed ourselves under the terrible, continuous rain. it was tough, but we made it. see ? we`re strong and determined. even under such horid circumstances, we still managed to walk two bloody rounds around the entire bedok central or whateevr its called. forced ourselves through it, rather. all the phones were damn ex larh as we slowly compared them SHOP BY SHOP. in the end, faye advised us go cck, which is OBVIOUSLY at the other end of sg, cause the hphones there were much cheaper. for the nokia 7610. its her friend working there
after a hideous one hour plus train ride, we finally arrived at cck. quickly found our way to i-connect at block 303 outside cheers. the guy, faye`s friend, alan, is uber friendly okay. and helpful too. fel was looking for a brand-new 7610 but it turned out that alan was able only to sell her a second-hand one ! she was like ' OH MY GOD ! ! WE CAME ALL THE WAY FROM BEDOK LEH ' ha ha ha. you should have seen alan. he was utterly shocked and immediately called our dear faye. she got a 'scolding' from him though. ha ha. dont worry larh, fel got the hphone alright ! (: glad for her. cause she`s finally got it.
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and then. . i was off to meet
koji. it was supposed to be at seven. which i expected him to be late cause he`ll be travelling from potong pasir which is like ultra far to clementi ? so. . i kinda took my own sweet time with fel x: BIG MISTAKE ! -slaps herself- sorry wor. . shouldnt have. then made you wait too. ten minutes ? not that long larh, think that time i also waited for you that same amount of time ? hehs. so all`s fair now right ? d: went video ezzy for more vcd and dvds. ha ! our weekly routine. he styled my hair ? nice larh. realised you quite good in many things arh - all-rounder. well so, still managed a great time today ! and thanks for the wonderful night and i know what to do with the money lerh ! ((: shall tell you next week. <3
Thursday, October 13, 2005
-Thursday, October 13, 2005
the sky`s heard me, she specially rained for me this morning (: but how unfortunate it didnt last long enough to pull me through morning assembly ):
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correct me, im sorry <3
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
-Wednesday, October 12, 2005
to remember the good things and,
to forget the bad
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no longer a perfect dream as
this dream did come true
Monday, October 10, 2005
-Monday, October 10, 2005
1010'05 <3
beautiful day.
-Monday, October 10, 2005
watching horror movies doesnt seem so scary anymore when you have someone like koji to make you keep laughing and trying to scare you when it isnt scary at all. ha ha. ' infection ' right ? -nudges koji - you can watch ' creep ' yourself lol
Sunday, October 09, 2005
-Sunday, October 09, 2005
finally eating my first haribo roll in weeks ! . .yumcious ! i must have missed it badly
-munches haribos away-
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
-Tuesday, October 04, 2005
the sweet, yet pure bitterness of life
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i`d love to be happy. longing so much for it - when will it be my turn ?
