My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
-Thursday, May 26, 2005
been a long time since i`ve updated. anyway, mye was alright. failed three, passed four and hell. i had 40/100 for dnt. quite pleased about that. and plus the small tests here and there, my overall, i failed one subject. thats like the first time since sec1 okay. feeling so heroic right now
shiyun says when girls have periods, they get pms. but when my class girls get them, they`ll go crazy bananas. ha. whatever that is, its supposed to be nuts and totally high. i guess thats because in friendster, we`re 24-7 flying high.
school`s been extremely boring i tell you. still studying after the exams. no relax at all. stupid principal. does he enjoy watching us being stressed up again even after the exams ? why didnt the light drop on him in the hall the other day ? why !
o yarh, there`s this guy called kaiyen. he`s utterly retarded okay. he`s been screaming and yelling in my class the other day and felicia told him to be quiet. but obviously, being excited with jiquan, he carried on with his nonsense and turned deaf ears to us. that guy ended up scolding us when we decided to stare at him like what mr chua does. and when fel almost poured water over him, everything became chaotic. he tried to be funny and show how strong he was by throwing a table at me and pushing one at shiyun. and for god`s sake, i did absolutely nothing to him. he hit the bottle of water and it splashed all over my school shirt. i hated him from that moment. he picked up his bag and walked off leaving us in that sorry state i`d never forget. unhappy that he got away just like that, fel and me stormed out of the classroom and yelled at him, scolding at him full strength. you couldnt imagine but yes, you can ask shiyun, she was the witness. even xinkai helped. kind soul. and edi, trying to be the good scout, tried waving his hands up and down to calm us down and control the situation but to no avail, obviously. i swear, it was a comical yet totally violent situation for girls to be in. by the way today`s xinkai`s birthday.
didnt went school today. didnt get mc. dont know if mrs wee would accept parents letter. hope she does. i shall pray for me tonight.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
-Wednesday, May 04, 2005
yesterday was leroy`s birthday and in a new days time, will be kim`s on the 9th. that`ll be utterly crazy. and plus mothers` day, that means i`ll have to save up for more presents and not to forget, the money i owe nic. urgh ! im so broke now can. ) :
i wish some people just wont talk behind me or my friend`s back. whats wrong with telling us ? we`re also friends what. sigh. i dont know why they like to gossip and this and that. why cant share it with us ?
after school fel cf and me went to tamp lib. supposed to study. actually we did abit alr but in the end fel had the sudden urge to drink starbucks so we left the lib. in the end, also never go there but went gelare cafe for waffles at tmall. you know opp it is long john right ? and after waffles, we walked opp for a long john meal we hadnt had for ages. i swear i seriously ate so much today i feel so bloated right now. never in my life am i going to eat until so full again. felt as heavy and clumsy like a big fat elephant. rahhh ! im over-eating ! suffering from extreme eating disorder can.
we also went popular. i wanted to get my foolscap paper but they didnt sell the one i wanted. ( you know how fussy i can get right ? ) so instead, we ended up buying and looking for good O lvl - to - do - with tys and notebooks. i swear we really felt so student-ly today. and im sure shiyun did too. we were laughing about it the whole morning. anyway, i bought elec geog notes and poa fys ( five years series - my own theory ) i bet sy will be so jealous she`ll beg me for notes every other day ha ah x :
o yea. saw songlim today. no, actually is he 'saw' me first. ha ha. cf wanted to go this fashion. so weird right ? ha ha. i didnt want to, cause it was like 8.15 and i wanted so badly to reach home by 9 so that i can catch my tvie. so in the end, we ended up standing in the middle of tamp mrt station deciding what to do. talking halfway, i felt this sharp thing poke me in the head. at first i had this crazy thought that it was fel who did it. but then again, it couldnt be cause she was standing right in front of me. so i decided turn around see who poked me and damn. it was sl. lol. he was grinning from ear to ear like a lunatic who goes around poking people`s heads. ha ha x: it was the edge of his ez link card which he used to poke. thats what cause the sharpness. and i felt like a retarded who kena poke in the head and never say anything. probably still in a state of shock alr. thats what i was anyway.
also, the night before when i was online halfway, i saw my hphone blinking and vibrating with elmo`s name on it. he was calling me ? thats surprising. i picked up the call and no, it wasnt elmo on the phone but sl. he sounded so sad and worried okay. he started off saying ' eh rachel, elmo had an accident leh. kena knock down by motorbike. ' he sounded very real.
me : huh. . ? really meh ?
sl : really ! ! you want to come down now ? he`s in changi general hospital
i looked at the time, 1030 at night
me : dont think so. .
sl : why not ? oh. . is it cause tmr have school ? if cant then nevermind lor. .
me : okay
sl : you want to talk to elmo ?
at this point of time, i was thinking. ' if elmo kena accident, shouldnt he be resting ? he can still talk on phone meh ?
elmo picked up the phone laughing so hilariously i nearly had a fright
elmo : he bluff you one larh. . you believe arh ?
i went speechless. and elmo kept teasing me since =.= make me feel so retarded again. always ALWAYS kena cheated by them derh. why ? ? ) : but after i hung up, i swear i was laughing at this stupidly lame joke full strength. so funny larh. although i was the victim. . :
