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Saturday, May 27, 2006
-Saturday, May 27, 2006
Daniel, JiQuan, me and Marcus CHUA CHOR HUAT ! :D
-Saturday, May 27, 2006
Didn`t get much of a chance to update yesterday. Anyway, met up with Marcus, Daniel, YongChang, Shannon, JiQuan and JiQuan`s friend (I forgot his name) at Rovers once again. Played afew rounds of pool then headed to the hawker centre at Bedok interchange to eat dinner. BANMIAN for Marcus, Daniel and me. :D
Later on, Shannon and YongChang left. So it was left with five of us. Caught bus32 (as they described as ADVENTURE BUS cause it was traditionally un-airconditioned) down to Katong Shopping Centre with the intention of playing a game or two of bowling but it was so crowded that we had to be on waiting list ):
We left, wanting to cross the over-headbridge to Marcus` house who refused continuously. But no one cared. We headed straight for the door til I guess that his dad probably wondered what the hell are four lost souls doing outside their home to his precious son. ha ha. It was pretty dumb larh.
Earlier on at Bedok interchange, I bought the chinese newspaper ( wan bao ) for my grandma. Daniel helped me keep it in his bag. But as we left, I freaking FORGOTTEN to take it back from him ! OMG. I didn`t remember until I was near my home in the bus with JiQuan. How distressed I was ! Damn fed-up. Called Daniel to tell him but I was too lazy to go back to collect it from him. Since I had no more money left, I had no choice but to borrow from poor JiQuan 70c to buy another wan bao -.- Damn irritated at myself for being so careless !
Oh yea, JiQuan`s friend`s name is KaiYen. I just remembered ! -.-
Thursday, May 25, 2006
-Thursday, May 25, 2006
Much thanks to ShiYun and Elmo. You`re always there for me when I need you - a listening ear and someone to shed those painful tears to. But why is it that I`m never there for you when you needed a shoulder to cry on or even someone to lean on ? ):
Sometimes I feel like I`m a jinx, ruining the moods of everyone.
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I`m such a let down. Why can`t I be the one to blame ? I`m sincerely sorry for what has happened. I really am. I know you may not be here to read this. But I just wanna let it out. Maybe I should have thought harder of the consequences rather than being the self-centred me and make things go my way. However, now I feel so sinful - breaking such a lovely couple like you guys up. My mistake. I overlooked things that caused the matter to turn out this way. I didn`t expect it either. But I seriously hope that everything would be fine for you guys. Hope I can help you both patch things up (not with any sort of evil intentions but sincerely) and help things return to how they used to be - carefree and happy.
I may not know you personally, but I think it isn`t entirely his fault. I`m to blame. I understand how you feel towards the whole situation but he really is a good guy. So treasure him just as much as how he treasures you and you`re beautiful relationship that you both share. I`ll be hoping for good news from you. Else, why would I let those tears run my eyes dry whilst over the phone ? You`re very blessed to be able to have met him. So don`t fret.
I`m extremely sorry for being the cause, once again.
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Another thing - regarding yesterday`s entry. I`m still and always brooding over it. I just always seem to tear, just like over the phone with my dear Elmo just now. Maybe cause I know I can`t be doing what I enjoy in life for work. And being literally 'forced' to go do some Insurance stuff which I know nuts about. Or that I`ll be seeing my fellow classmates proceeding joyfully on to their desired JC/Poly while I can`t. I fucking won`t even get a damn diploma god damn it ! What will society look at me with ? Arrogant eyes ?
Why can`t I be like the rest ? Leading a normal education route. Okay, if you say 'Then what`s gonna happen to my business ? Go down the drain ?!' Or, 'Don`t waste another 2,3 years going Poly while you could be working in my company earning money and getting Insurance experience ? Who knows - maybe in a few years time, you could be earning 2 to 3k a month ?'
I understand you`re point but I just don`t know why I feel so depressed. Even if you just tell me 'Just pass you`re O-levels would be enough' Well, that is the most demoralising statement I could hear time and time again, which you`re simply oblivious to and not realising it at all, to not help me with my struggle for better grades. I don`t even think I have the motivation to work hard for the up-coming O-levels examination anymore now knowing that I can` t even attend my desired course not even to mention - a Poly. Why are you so nonchalant about it ?
People will eventually start to look down on me. Why is it that my younger sis gets to continue her studies and get on to her JC-life next year while my bro and I can`t ? Just because you think our studies ain`t good enough for you and you don`t wanna waste you`re precious money sending us for further tertiary education.
Would this really be my final year as a student ?
Will I really have to go out into the real working-world working full-time for good ?
I wanna know. .
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
-Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Is this year really gonna be my last of my educational life ?
Does my worklife begins next year ?? - Why do others get to study further, but I can`t ? :
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
No school. Glad to hear that news some time last week. But yesterday, heard from Salva and Mr Tong that we have Chinese EPP ( exam preparation programme ) . My mood dampened again ): Cause it`s freaking long two hours - 10 to 12pm. A number of us ( ShiYun, XK, Marcus, Zong, Daniel, Aloy, Jordon and Shannon and I ), went at about 1030 on purpose. But we were all surprisingly released earlier at 11.47 ! ha ha. I`m supposed to meet those guy classmates at 2pm at Rovers ( Bedok ) but I got there like around 3.07pm.
Anyhow, when you enter, you`re supposed to 'sign in' you`re name, IC number, member`s number and time-in. Before me, at 3pm, I saw a girl`s name 'Jessica' and the year`s 1989 as well. LOL. And SO HAPPENED that as I walked towards the pool area, I saw Jessica ! My buddy since p1. It was then that I realised that that ' Jessica ' - name that I saw in the record book, is actually my very own friend ! LOL. Kinda surprised to see her there. Played a round of pool before we left together for the mac just next door to wash our hands ( Found the tables terribly dusty. God knows when was the last time they wiped it ! ) and for photos ! HA HA. They`re below d:
I left early, around 4pm. Cause I`m supposed to meet Koji at his workplace at Potong Pasir. The journey by train was pretty fast. And definitely quicker than I had expected it to be. Like half an hour ? Anyway as I got there, I was like WOAH ! A change in him AGAIN. I love his hair better now. It`s the first pic down there lol. Cause it`s so beautiful. Told me stories about the aros, his colleague, his chalet experience, bus-times, fading memories of childhood ( hrmm. . ? ), and discussed about Sg Idol, and I shared with him about my experience on how I fell down whilst rushing to work which resulted with me getting a scar on my right knee. I still remembered he said 'Guys with scars are man. But girls with scars are Ugly' LOL ! Kinda sacastic but yarh, we laughed it off. And blahblah. . alot of nonsense lol. I just knew we could stay laughing for minutes on end. ha ha. Back to the good times. Just like how we were when we first met (:
. . And I guess that I disappointed ShiYun again. She`ll know.
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Love the hair <3
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Our mothers when they were young ?
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
EW. That fat hand !!
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
At mac
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Without her specs,
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
And with her specs on
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Freddie fish ? lol. Found this on the table. There`s two of it actually d:
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Hazel and blue eyes respectively
-Tuesday, May 23, 2006
He spotted my bus coming ! |:
Sunday, May 21, 2006
-Sunday, May 21, 2006
Meeting WeiLiang at 2pm SUPPOSEDLY at City Hall. I was late. Turned up at 2.20pm but he`s even later ! It was around 3 plus when he reached ? MY GOD ! Such a guy.
Anyway, WeiLiang`s my so called ' tuition ' - buddy years back. But hadn`t contact for like years ? ha ha. Maybe not that bad larh. But just remembered that it`s like freaking long ! AND ! That guy had to make me wait til I decided that I go meet Bangz, YongLin and Jamin first. Cause they happen to be on the way to City Hall too. Went with them around the place and to Marina Square`s Carl`s Junior. Jamin had not had his lunch and it was pretty late already. After which. . I left the guys and headed on to Suntec meet that little boy x: He`s too addicted to that dumb arcade game. STOP IT LARH !! And kick you`re that habit of smoking, PLEASE -.-
And so, blah blah blah. . I`m too lazy to recount on the arcade parts. Wanted to catch MI3 but no convinient timing. So caught Poseidon at cine instead. Saw douglas there when we were going up lol. Hrmm. Went to look Desmond up who`s at work at Wheelock`s Nike. And more blahs. I`m too lazy to type.
After the 7.30pm movie, met Albert and his gf. His gf went home while WL went Bugis meet his friends. Albert and I went TPY meet Phoon Kenneth, CK and Evan. As usual, pool.
Oh yes ! I have to say that my legs have hurt like 94723759232 times more than normal. They`re like breaking apart alr ! Guess it`s the 2.4 run that I ran yesterday during PE lesson that caused it ): Poor RacheL, poor me.
And BY THE WAY, the 2.4 timing was idiotic and it broke the lousiest record of mine - 14:51 min. I can kill myself man ! I think I seriously have not ran for a long time already. GOD DAMN IT ! I deproved like over 2 minutes !!
-Sunday, May 21, 2006
CHEW WEILIANG !
Friday, May 19, 2006
-Friday, May 19, 2006
Why is everyone so busy, they don`t even seem to have time for me these days ? Why does my conscience keep me this way ? Sometimes I really can`t figure this out. I don`t seem to get it. Everything keeps repeating, just like a cycle - over and over again. I feel so strandard. Like I`m only allowed to stay within the premises and stare at the four walls of my home.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
-Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I found a new bus partner now that Noelle`s gone (: My next source of motivation to rush in the morning. Suppose I won`t be late for school as often as I was ealier this year. No more neverending, countless weeks of detentions. Mr Ong lost a customer. Pity pity. . Poor him.
Monday, May 15, 2006
-Monday, May 15, 2006
Midyear results released today. And everyone was in for a shock.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
-Sunday, May 14, 2006
This was what RacheL did on Mothers` Day,
-Sunday, May 14, 2006
boredom killed me
-Sunday, May 14, 2006
zzz
-Sunday, May 14, 2006
ELMO ! APOLOGYS. Don`t be angry okay ): It`s not about me having new friends and forgetting my old ones. You`ll ALWAYS be my very good friend. FOREVER. Don`t worry. I know you`ve been rather down in the dumps these days. I`ve read you`re blog consistantly. Don`t be sad alright ! (: -huggles-
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Been going home pretty late these days. And today, woke up at three. Got ready to meet my mum and Bryan her bf at Wisma`s Food Republic with my grandma, sis and bro. Ate my bro and my favourite Hokkien Mee. And NO MORE prawns for me (: I shall be good and avoid rashes again ! Can`t afford to get it. I`m so scared of it already.
Anyway we went Classics after that for pool. I sucked ! I`m like even worse than my sis. Maybe cause these days I hardly ever go Classics so I`m not so used to their tables. More used to the TPY one. I left after two games. Headed to TPY meet Rendy, Phoon, Albert, KT, and supposedly Lynette too. As I was taking bus 31, at the BoonKeng stop, she boarded the bus. But she went to the upper deck and didn`t see me. HA HA. I don`t care. So didn`t bother to call her. x: But upon reaching TPY, I alighted first and saw her again. So we walked to mos meet the rest. Waited for her to eat her dinner finish first, all of us were like staring at her. And Rendy, being the greedy one, just had to be tempted and take a piece of fries from her. -.-
Got our table at Snooker Zone at about 11. Waited for like nearly half an hour lor. Always so long one. ): Played til almost twelve. Today I lost to KT by one ball !! I DEPROVED ! ): Maybe it`s the weather in there. Pretty cold til my fingers all gone numb. KT ! I`ll win you the next time LOL. I left with Rendy. Walked/Jogged to Rendy`s area where I took a cab home cause it`s nearer to the expressway`s entrance. Moreover, there weren`t many cabs near where I initially was. I was supposed to go meet Elmo and Co at Classics but my mum called and made noise ): So I couldn`t.
SORRY ELMO !! Another day yarh. I know it`s really my fault this time round. Really sorry. I`ll make it up to you another day. (:
-Sunday, May 14, 2006
taken by some stranger girl.
-Sunday, May 14, 2006
at classic. taken by my sis.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
-Saturday, May 13, 2006
A friend of mine wrote this to his gf, dedicated to her via sms in 93.3 (: I thought it`s beautiful. So I`d share.
Your lips, your eyes, your soul
Are like a work of art,
The most creative thing of all
Is your beautiful heart.
If you were a painting,
No colours could express
The beauty deep inside you,
A rainbow, nothing less.
So here I am, an artist,
With inspiration beyond belief
But to capture such rare beauty,
I'd have to be a thief.
-Saturday, May 13, 2006
After 3years of knowing each other, we finally went out to pp for dinner. This is like the first time we ever hung out in this 3years okay. Kinda awkward, I know. But trust me, we get along very well. Talking and laughing full strength. From the funny things that ever happened to us before, to even pretty sensitive topics! Feels good to know that it wasn`t as awkward as I thought it`ll be. But nonetheless, we had so many things to talk about and catching up to do that I couldn`t eat my mushroom swiss burger properly LOL.
Anyway, we visited Ms Erica Neo. She`s working at Harvey Norman. I wanted to pass her her money too that she offered to lend me the other day in case I missed my last bus. ( so I`ll have sufficient money to get a cab home ) Sweet isn`t she ? (: Thought Chris might know her, but sadly he didn`t. So after awhile of chatting, we trotted to Burger King. And surprisingly, I found out that we both like mushroom swiss burger AND barley too ! LOL. This is such a coincidence. There was so much to laugh and talk about while having dinner. Chatted again for like damn long. I suppose it could be an hour ? Left and took pictures ! he hee. They`re below.
Later on, bussed down to town. Cine to meet Rendy, Phoon, Albert, CK and a guy called Joel. I don`t know Joel and not much of CK too. Just remember CK as the guy with sexy legs. ' Mosquito ' LOL x: Headed to Somerset`s mrt right away where they said we were going down to TPY again ! I was like, ' CAN`T WE STAY HERE ? '
Rendy : But from TPY you got bus 31 home ma. So fang bian.Me : NO ! I from here got bus 14 home leh. Even better for me. Straight bus somemore only half hour journey ! Bus 31 must change bus one leh ! And it`s a one hour ride !!Rendy : Aiyah. Ask that boss - points as Phoon -Phoon : I don`t know. Don`t ask me. Ask lao ban niang - points as me -WTF !!
I`m not lao ban niang larh. Aiyoh. And I`m not that rich too! lol. Anyway, I still went along. They updated me that Evan and Lynette will be joining us too. So. . too bad for me. I had to go TPY in the end still cause that Rendy said, ' Evan and Lynette got straight bus home from TPY also ma ' In other words, I think he meant that two people gain, is better than just one. ' I JUST HAD TO ROLL MY EYES in dismay ): OH WELL ! -shrugs-
Anyway I don`t know what happened today ! I could play better than normal for pool. Although first two rounds, got trashed by Albert. However, I won Kang Teck and Lynette. Lynette`s one was a close fight ! LOL. Our game was super long and draggy lor. And as for KT`s, I seriously can`t understand his playing today. LOL. Like he wasn`t his normal self. Same goes for Phoon. I can`t remember, but I think I lost to him. It was yet another close one. ha ha
On normal days, pool sessions will end up me losing all the way. Unless I got lucky like the other played suey-ly got the white ball in after the black one. Or the other scenario would be the white ball follow in the black one. HA HA. But today, NO SUCH THING ! Maybe it`s really Phoon and Albert`s teaching. And that under their good and sincere training, I`ll improve ! HOPE, AT LAST ! whahaha. Else, it`ll be today both Phoon and KT`s playing something wrong.
And Phoon was so kind to offer to pay Lynette`s and my share for the game. It cost a total of $22.70. And he even lent me ten dollars for cab home ! Kind soul. Or rich soul ? lol. Anyway, pool stretched over a super duper long period of time. Well, for many hours, in fact ! We played from nine plus, all the way until one plus in the morning. I can die ! But it was fun (:
Got home, 15minutes to 2am. And my sister`s not back yet ! WOAH ! For once, she`s later than me. And guess what ?! She played pool too. But at East Coast. -.-
-Saturday, May 13, 2006
left view - I just HAD to take a photo of his hair x:
-Saturday, May 13, 2006
right view - this is dark !
-Saturday, May 13, 2006
yes, I know we both look weird here ):
-Saturday, May 13, 2006
muffled.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Mr Ong arranged my shoes to have an overnight stay at school. In the storeroom. He swopped my purple and navy nike dunks for his stupid traditionally white and boring pair of school shoes. He promised to return them to me tmr. Well, he had better ! -raises fist- Missing my pair of dunks ):
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
0905'06 is KIM`s bithday ! (: So,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL !!Honestly, was kinda shocked when she invited me to celebrate her birthday with the guys namely Kim herself, Erica, Farh, Jamin, YongLin and JC. Some Sec3 classmates of mine. Well, a fun bunch, they are. REALLY great people who can make you go crazy laughing with them ! Just one look at Kim and you can go bonkers. Hearing her contagious laughter can already like send you out that door ! It`s quite serious, you know ? lol
Seven of us nonsense eating at Seoul Garden cost $160. WOW. But, no big deal. At least this isn`t as bad as faye and her bestie. Just see how they spent $500 within 24hours ! Okay, We dumped a stack of ten-dollar notes at the staff as bill. HA HA. Poor her ! Anyway we sort of over-estimated ourselves, flooding our plates full of CHICKEN ! As if first-time eaters or like we haven`t ate chicken in 10years due to bird flu ? -.- But as expected, we couldn`t finish it. So the unfortunate Js - Jamin and JC offered to help us finish them up ! Kind souls.
Anyway, back to the Seoul Garden story. We occupied two tables. Our table ( Erica, YongLin, JC and me ), made us seem like KINGS OF CHAOTA or we could say we won the CHAOTA of the year 2006 championship ! MY GOSH ! You should have seen it ! Piles and piles of charred food. From plates to bowls to soup to everything !
First, the prawns went overcooked cause no one ate except YongLin the prawnman x: Then. . the beehoon in the soup gradually turned soft and then yellowish. Looked like the colour of hokkien mee. AND the soup overboiled and dried up ! Leaving the beehoon and other edibles naked in the bowl. That was bad. Surprisingly, JC claimed the beehoon to still taste NOT BAD but I thought otherwise, finding it rather gross. We would all probably get cancer tomorrow if we ate all of it up ! ha ha
By then, Erica had left for awhile to tutor her student and Farh left after her to go home teach her little bro Science. Potential teachers.
Headed to many MANY places in search of a suitable spot to blow the candles off Kim`s cake. Suggestions included foodcourt or the void deck outside World Of Sports on the floor etc. LOL. But Kim says she`s too glam for such places so. . We went in search of a 'glam' spot. We went places like starbucks and coffee bean and the pizza something shop and finally ended up at mac ! Glam ? Hrmm. .
JC bought the fifty-cents icecream so that we can stay there to cut cake. AND poor Kim ! Her cake had already melted ! But she still cut it anyway. However, none of us could eat it as, as Jamin described, it`ll probably taste like milo. Well, that`s an agreeable statement !
Later on, while waiting for Erica`s return, Kim wanted to take a photo of herself picking on the wallpaper`s hamburger`s sesame seeds. Jamin, her cheeky photographer, took a video of her instead ! And when he told her, she practically screamed for the phone, attempting to grab the phone and wanting to delete the video at once. It was so hilarious ! Her reaction was extremely comical okay. But her video was even funnier !
Had lots of fun. More that I could have imagined or had foreseen before the night. It`s been so long since I caught up with them and I`ve thoroughly enjoyed myself. Felt like the old days. ): Oh well, what can I do right ? But I definitely didn`t regret going down to help Kim celebrate her birthday. Hope she`s enjoyed her day too ((:
Below are ALL the photos I`ve collected for the day. Yup, it`s A-L-L. All so full of crap and nonsense. Ugly or not, I posted them anyway CAUSE they`re so laughable ! I like Jamin`s one the most, all of us do ! heh. He`s such a joker. SCROLL DOWN ! d:
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-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
kim cutting air
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
proper photo
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
double-chinned jamin ? NO !
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
sometimes, melting icecream can be nice too !
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
I`M SO OUTCAST ! ):
-Wednesday, May 10, 2006
ahh. . this is better !
