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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
-Wednesday, June 30, 2004
i realised my mistakes. i shall not bring up anything related to it. i know that im still unforgiven. i cant expect much. but im still contented with what things are now. we`re not enemies. never shall be. our friendship will not be the same anymore. i hope it`ll change. i hope everything will be alright. i want you to know, i care - and i mean it
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saw melissa today in canteen, my beloved senior. hehee. i see her like never change leh? but she says that the other track members cant regconise her =\ she`s still the same. . laughable, cheerful, cute and pretty. and still in track ( : and her spike shoes still with her too. yea, and we share the same dislikes - ms goh ! i, already given up on convincing me to join back track. whats the point? even if join back, she`s surely going to be biased against me. perhaps maybe in poly next time or something. . i`ll definitely join track d :
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
-Tuesday, June 29, 2004
wha kaos. just now. . online halfway. . happy happy. . then suddenly blackout. i sat there, in the darkness, thinking it was one of those usual blackouts. but when i looked out, the whole street was pitch black. damn scary. heard this stupid blackout-thing was caused by indonesia or sth. but whatever that was, it gave me such an awful fright. i lay in bed. hot all over, no fan. my brother took the torch lights and electric fan, leaving me with nothing but candles. how to sleep. . ? ?
after a long time finally heard my dad saying 'hey ! the lights came back on' so happy man. but what an experience =.= i couldnt tell you how worried i was. i was thinking about tmr. . no lights in the morning. how to bathe, how to see. . how to walk. . freaking scary
Monday, June 28, 2004
-Monday, June 28, 2004
first day of school and i was late ! why must the bus driver drive so slow. . ? ) : reached school nearly 7.50a.m =.= got late slip. and mr ong sort of detained me and three other people for dyed hair. what a way to start my day. and i meant to be good. .
saw carol. she says she`s quitting school, going to nz to study for 7whole years! ) : sad man. . hais. i wish she wouldnt go. . math teacher finally changed. no more desmond wong ! ! now is mr sim le. he seems better ( : dnt was boring. mr chia kept saying he worried for himself that the school scold him if i cant pass my dnt exams or sth. hahaa.
later on went kim`s place. read magazines til like 4+, close to 5. then went bugis a while d : like half hour only hahaa
Sunday, June 27, 2004
-Sunday, June 27, 2004
lalalaa ~ ~ had 2tuitions. then rushed off to erica`s house. hehee. then i went til the bus stop then realised i forgotten to bring the tea i wanted her to try. so walk all the way back home to get it. =.= then back to the bus stop i went again. the people at the coffee shop probably thought i was crazy or sth. hahaa. nvm
we were talking and 'online' and laughing. her com like got some disease. like cant use like that. hahaa. but its okay. with erica around, dont have to worry about boredom ! hehee. decided go tmall after that. pulled erica along. FORCED her take neoprint with me. . hahaa. the poor girl. and it turned out to be a complete disaster. ) : cos we didnt get out names into it. sighs. all thanks to me. anw. went long john. saw jinxian. shocking man ! . . and the best part is : we didnt even see him. and he was just beside us =.= and and. . im so happy today ! me and christiana are. hehee. only christiana knows why. hehee.
christiana : btw want share the present? hehee
Saturday, June 26, 2004
-Saturday, June 26, 2004
JOVIN YONG CHANGLE ! ! i hate you !
went east coast cycle with jovin, tah, their friend and my bro. supposed to with my sis too. but she disappeared with her friends. anw. . who cares? while we were getting to bedok jetty to meet tah and his friend, jovin kept cycling near me and use his bicycle`s front wheel to knock my back wheel of my bicycle. . grrrr ! stupid man. nearly made me fall down. then again jovin did it. damn pissed off. then he started cycling near me til i nearly fall into the logang ! but lucky never ( : then jovin had two accidents. . he fell down twice ! -LoL- serve you right jovin ! : x
then we went to return the bicycles. supposed to be rent two hours. but we returned it half hour earlier. then the guy working there ask me ' wha ! so fast return arh? '. then i say 'yarh. damn thisty. got free drink?' i was just joking. then he really gave me, my bro and jovin free drink man ! so good. . hahaa.
Friday, June 25, 2004
-Friday, June 25, 2004
although these were taken like last month, but i MISS creak ! ) :
-Friday, June 25, 2004

me.erica
-Friday, June 25, 2004

me.kim.carol
-Friday, June 25, 2004
went jurong complex with noelle. wha lao man. horrible experience. there was this group of guys kept disturbing me and noelle. yuck ! those idiots. . bastards. splash water. push us. . very fun is it? childish man. . we left there asap.
my sis`s boyfriend, tah came over for dinner later in the evening today. too bad i missed the whole thing. was having tuition. . ) : hahaa. but damn funny. like getting married. and my sis`s only sec2. -LoL-
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
-Wednesday, June 23, 2004
had a shock today man. . sth which i didnt expected sort of happened. in the morning to be specific. hehee.
okay. anw today was extremely. . boring. as usual for me. but tmr will be better ( : yst couldnt sleep. . slept at ard 5.30a.m woke up. . 8.30a.m like that. . kaos. can die. then later had chinese tuition. yuck ! then was doing nothing for the rest of the day. a perfectly dumb and wasted day. eh? nonoo. it was quite good actually hehe. cos you know why. . -winks
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
-Tuesday, June 22, 2004
things went back to normal. . heard from my mum that she and auntie soo quarreled. . over me. okay. i hate auntie soo man ! yuck. pui pui ! ! disgusting proud woman. keep actioning in front of me and my mum about her 2children. stupid lady. she says that my mum doesnt know how to bring her children up. hmph ! like as if she`s THAT good. perhaps thats bcos she has such a good life. lives in such a gigantic bungalow. dont have work cos she`s too rich. dont have to worry abt any stupid shit that happens. and she wants to look down on us. . FINE! just see what i`ll do. stupid bitch !
Friday, June 18, 2004
-Friday, June 18, 2004
okay musnt miss what happened yst. it was certainly a shocking and one-in-a-million experience
18-06-04
i dont know why but when i woke up in the morning, it was 8am sharp. my eyes were wet. crying in my sleep? i dont know. anw, i was dreaming abt the same thing for 4 straight nights. freaky huh? it wasnt really a bad dream though.
later on went oxford circus again today to get my bro`s sweets. and my siblings` presents. my mum last paid at this clothing shop H&M and after that we went out. we went to another shop, Monsoon, down the street. we were looking at the accessories section and my mum found a couple of cute things which she meant to buy. when she went to the counter, and wanted to get her wallet from her handbag, she shieked ! we looked at her dumbly. my mum pointed at her handbag and said its open. she searched for her wallet. nowhere to be found. we searched our own bags, even the shopping bags. no sign of it anywhere. She was being pickpocket ! how unfortunate ) : But lucky thing she only had 3credit cards which were immediately cancelled and some cash in it. and she kept some money at home.
but we still went back to our area at tooting and found our way to the nearest police station. my mum said she needed to make a police report and get a statement where she could show the insurance company and at least get some cash back.
horrible day !
19-06-04
stayed home rotting the whole day. watched the vcd which auntie audrey lent me 'Catch Me if You Can' -not bad.
supposed to have bbq at auntie gek cheng`s place [ which is just next door - hehee ] but according to the weather forcast, it stated that it might rain. so change of plans and we had a sort of quite grand dinner in her living room instead. total seven of us - auntie audrey, auntie soo and her daughter peiwen who just came back for the weekend, auntie gek cheng and her son shawn, my mum and of cos me. auntie choo didnt want to go over so. . couldnt force her right?
wow ! there was such a wide spread of food like salad, grilled fish, 2types of chicken, onion rings, garlic bread, and two different flavours of pizza. filling ! after that still had fruits. . melon, stawberry [ my favourite ! : x ], cherries. . blahblahh.
after that huge meal, we stayed alittle while longer chatting and all that. then back home we went. and back on the net i go -LoL-
tmr got to wake up early. got to be mentally prepared for another 13hours flight =.= touching down at abt 8+ in the morning, singapore time Yipee ! ( :
Thursday, June 17, 2004
-Thursday, June 17, 2004
hrmmms. i missed yst`s cos audrey was using the com to d/l some files. so im going to continue it here. .
16-06-04
just another normal day. ate extra of everything yst. hehee : x My mum cooked prawn mee and i had it, with second helpings hahaa. then dinner had the same and i still had some chicken soup after that and baked beans with bread Greedy?
by that time already 7.15pm. decided to go 'jogging' around the 'field-park' like thing. auntie soo says she wanted to come with me cos want to burn off some fat too hehee We started at 7.15pm and reached home ard 8.15pm i think. we walked first, for abt 3km. and then jogged for abt 7km. damn big the place. it was actually a park combined with 2fields and 2ponds. tough man ! damn tired even though it was only a pathetic 1hour exercise. havent been running for like months ! okay, im weak. anw, it was still a good work-out. .
17-06-04
definitely ate much much much lesser then usual. hehee. stayed home the whole day. nth to do, rot, decomposing. . poor rachel. .
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
-Wednesday, June 16, 2004
weEEeEe ! ! went to watch the play, The Lion King today. it was fantastic ! very good and funny. i loved everything ! full house in the theatre man ! very very good. superb dancing, singing everything ! impressed leh. . when simba [the young version], was singing, everyone and i meant EVERYONE was clapping in tune with the song. nice ! stage presentation was sososoooo good ! if you ppl get a chance, better grab it and go watch it ! definitely worth ure money. .
anw, before that we went to Kew Gardens which is sth like singapore`s Botanic Gardens. there the variety of plants not as much as singapore`s but the roses there were like WOW ! pretty. so many of them ! and there was this section which they call 'treetop walk' very breezy up there. it was walking among the tops of the trees. nice view from up there
ooh . . ! and i must stress again before i go, that The Lion King is a very wonderful play. 10/10. thumbs up ! hehee
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
-Tuesday, June 15, 2004
wow ! today is the best day of my holiday so far ! fun man ! although it was very very hard work. . hehee. i was so bored, didnt go out. only went out for 5min to buy dinner with auntie soo and then back home. whole day using the net. . eating. . lazing ard the house as usual. .
when reached home, one of the other womon who lived here, audrey brought her friend home. [ she`s staying over for the night you see. . ] we didnt talk at all. sitting at the opposite end of the room from each other. after dinner, auntie choo, another woman who lived with us, and auntie gek cheng, who`s our neighbour, got me to do gardening with them. we were trimming. . and cutting. . and chopping the bushes, trees and the other plants, weeds in the backyard cos they were overgrown. such hard work ! but damn fun. like cutting hair : x hahaa.
soon, auntie audrey and her friend joined us. it was then when we started talking. . chatting with each other. quite fun ppl. chatted and laughed together. even auntie choo, who doesnt often talk much, got herself laughing with us. hehee. good man ! then i found out that auntie audrey`s friend birthday is tmr ! and mine was yst ! near hor?
after the gardening, [ which lasted from 7+ to 1030pm - long right ? ? and i managed to cut down a tree and a big bush! strong right? hehee], we decided to celebrate audrey`s friend birthday and recelebrate mine with hers. had wine. yuck! bitter. they made me drink it. [ vodka is better btw ] it was such fun! and auntie gek cheng was just as funny as usual. laugh and laugh and laugh. . hahaa.
if only everyday will be like this. .
Monday, June 14, 2004
-Monday, June 14, 2004
okay. today`s the actual day in london for 13june. well. it was disappointing. it was boring. it was disgusting. -on the whole- it was totally horrible. the worse worse WORSE 13th june i`ve ever had my whole life ) :
woke up early. 6+ . hphone kept ringing with sweet little msgs reading 'happy birthday' blahblahh and all that. surprised. those i didnt expect to remb my birthday, actually remb. thanks ppl ! and those i expected to remb today, didnt remb. . hais. nvm
then before going out, my auntie took out this so called 'birthday cake' from the freezer, which she bought like 5days ago, and she say celebrate before going out. so just pathetic us 3ppl [ my mum, her and me ] singing the usual 'happy birthday' song. [ more like sad birthday ] then cut cake.
GOD ! i tell you, the cake was so damn bloody hard. like a rock =.= hais. forced ourselves to eat it. damn sweet. damn sour. damn yucky. frozen cake. it was supposed to be a strawberry cheese cake. but it turned out to be like eating sweet and sour ice. hais. . horrible horrible birthday.
went out. had chinese food again. not bad. at least better than that 'cake'. then went sightseeing AGAIN. gosh. not only didnt get a good cake. but also didnt get to do any of the things i like. okay. maybe have cake already not bad. maybe im too complaining. but. . okay nvm. just a horrible birthday ! as usual. . in fact, i feel like its just a normal day.
Sunday, June 13, 2004
-Sunday, June 13, 2004
yea ! ! ! its 13june in singapore le ~ ~ but still 12june here in london but the fact is that its still 13june hehee. happy birthday to me ~ ~ happy birthday to me ~ ~ happy birthday to RacheL. . ~ ~ happy birthday to me ! woohoo ! : x
hahaa im over exaggerating right? -LoL- cant be helped, i only get to turn 15 once in my life =.= im still having a birthday cake thou, in london =\ but not eaten it yet. too full.
on the 15th june, we`re going to watch this play 'The Lion King' wonder if its a kiddy show. but well, even if it is, im still a kid right? hehee. they say england is famous for its plays. so lets see if theyre plays are 'that' good. hehee d :
Saturday, June 12, 2004
-Saturday, June 12, 2004
went to the British Museum. saw the egypt mummies. so many of them i tell you. so scary, all wrapped in the thing. yuck ! but was quite facinated. you dont get to see all these kind of things back in singapore. hehee. spent quite a time there
later on went chinatown buy ingredients for our tom yum hehee. it was quite far. but there, felt more home sweet home -LoL- had some chinese food at this chinese restaurant. one of the dishes that we ordered was this rice pot with chicken. we thought it was claypot rice but it turned out to be those type small bowl with rice and white chicken =.= what a disappointment and it was tasteless ! the rice all one lump, one lump de then the chicken like uncooked
left the place. . walk walk ard. . shop a little then my mum and auntie soo bought this english tea. it was great and we tried the tea, wow ! the aroma was fantastic ! and its taste was heavenly hehee Walked out of the shop then i looked ard, and thought , ' A? why suddenly so little plastic bags? ' then i realised we left our tom yum ingredients in the chinese restuarant !
sian. must walk all the way back there. damn far. a train station away. walk walk walk. then cant find our way. LOST. look at our map, walk somemore. then ended up in the same place. find find find. turned in one corner. . Ah hah ! there it is! finally found it after sooooo long. legs all breaking le. hurry inside the restaurant. lucky thing they helped us keep our things. hahaa. felt damn stupid. and we walked so much unnecessaryly
Friday, June 11, 2004
-Friday, June 11, 2004
wow ! exactly 12.00am right now. hahaa. and im eating the left over pizza from yst`s dinner : x -LoL- just reached home not too long ago. quite tired. but today was FUN ! ( :
went to the museum today. so different from singapore`s. there were dinosaurs` skeletons everywhere. nice right? hahaa. at least its more interesting than those museums in singapore. so boring ! then there were those school students -probably there for a school excursion. the girls, so pretty. the boys, so shuai ! hehee. okay. talking nonsense le
then went to this restaurant in Bayswater called Royal China to have lunch with my mum`s friend who`s an ex temasek primary school teacher. supposed meet her at 1.30pm. in the end, couldnt find her, so chum. all of us damn hungry. then finally managed to find her, by that time already 2.30pm. hahaa. nvm. bcos we had lobster noodles, dim sum, fried rice, chee chong fan, glutinous rice blahblahh. fanastic meal ! but when the bill came. . hahaa. very very beautiful. 75pounds ! which is S$225. and it was a 4-person meal. hahaa what a waste of money
okay aft that heavy lunch, went to Harrods, this high-clas shopping centre. i tell you man, those ppl who carried big bags had to deposite it at the locker which cost 2.50pounds. [
7.50
] not worth money at all. okay then we went in, everything was so beautiful and grand. even the doors, the stairs, the everything ! i saw the price of this office blouse for guys [ it looked normal ] , and it was like 175pounds =.= you have to be like very very rich to afford that.
then we decided to sit down for a drink there. then the waiter, this french guy, served us. name is nino. he was very friendy and chatty. we told him we are from singapore then he asked if we wanted him to take us around =.= hahaa. then me and my mum started to think that he likes my auntie through his actions. think he`s at least 15years younger than her ! -LoL- we kept teasing her the whole time abt it. hahaa. damn funny : x [ mean of us right? ]
it was getting late. so we went down to this community centre in this pub in Kilburn bcos the two ladies wanted to try out the line dancing there. hahaa. so i just sat ard. . then the DJ there announced and welcome us in the club. so they dance dance dance, then i look look look, yawn yawn yawn, drink drink drink. . BORING ! but my mum and her friend, auntie soo were dancing like crazy. kept laughing. . just having fun. then i just snapped a couple of photos for them. and in one of them, my mum looked damn funny. butt sticking out, lips pursed. : x was laughing the whole way abt it. -hahaa then before we left, they took a photo with the instructor, mary. the photo was actually quite nice but auntie soo kept complaining abt her mouth =.= saying that it looked stupid. then she kept scolding it 'stupid mouth' -LoL-
yep, that`s abt it. was a laughing day d :
Thursday, June 10, 2004
-Thursday, June 10, 2004
today. . . very very tiring. kept walking and walking and walking went london bridge that area then go the st margaret cathedral blahblahh. then walk, walk walk somemore, took a bus down to oxford circus [
its a place for shopping, sth like orchard road ] now, legs aching. was (window) shopping whole aftnoon. and i only managed to buy 2 tops [
both from topshop ] hehee. cost me 14pounds [
S$42 ] so damn expensive ! now im only left with pathetic 6pounds. hahaa. nvm. i still have my mum. . *hiakhiak* -she`s always there for me when i need her : x hahaa.
anws. i tell you. i come holiday here, everyday, every meal is a super duper BIG and filling one. okay. for example, today for lunch, had mac`s BIG and tasty burger meal. i thought the burger was the same size as those normal cheese or fillet-o-fish burger, but it turned out to be super HUGE -oversized, and far far FAR too BIG for me. really ! then couldnt finish my fries after that so we threw some down for the pigeons : x [
we ate outside in the open air ma, near the london eye`s mac outet and there were pigeons practically EVERYWHERE ] okay that was lunch, heavy lunch.
after that, dinner. we ate pizza, i ate 3slices of it. and we cooked curry. i ate that too, with the 'dont-know-call-what' but it tastes sth like bread. we still had tomatoes. and strawberry. and i drank 2packets of rebina. hahaa. alot for a day. damn full now. damn tired. damn bored. damn everything.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
-Tuesday, June 08, 2004
hehee. at my aunt`s pace in london le. . since there is a computer [
with internet], and i can use it, i can continue with my bloggie. =x
alright. lets get started. having a good time here. its like 1.45pm here in london now but 8.45pm in singapore. hrmmms. am i blogging too early? =x -LoL- anw, its such a big difference. now got nth to do. . so god-damn bored. mum`s lying on the sofa watching tvie. auntie soo eating berries on the couch [
watching tvie too] all lazing ard the house. outside so hot.30degress man ! i tell you, its worst than singapore. yst was also the same ): -bad weather But from the news we watched this morning, it stated that tmr will be better ( : -abt 23-24degrees. so not so bad d=
today woke up very late. 11+ london time ! somemore yst slept 7+ in the evening =x -pigging here- hahaa. life over relaxing. my aunt told me her house is very small and cram before we reached here. but guess what ?? when me and my mum arrived there, we were like 'WOW'! such a sweet-looking little 2-storey terrace [
like those out from a fairy-tale book] very pretty. and hell no, it isnt a tiny or small house. the staircase up to the 2nd story is very steep. very scary. can like tumble down from it anytime. and nearby, there`s mac and kfc. hehee. good right? and a supermarket which sells all sorts of food and things like that. from frozen food to even car accessories ! -LoL-
everything here so english. all the buildings, very nice designs. like those you see in city hall or the train station d= okay. i sound VERY amused right? hahaa. bcos i`ve nvr been here bfore =x hehee. okay. gotta stop for now. going out soon. . . .
weEeeEe ~ ~ ! ! cant wait !