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Friday, July 29, 2005
-Friday, July 29, 2005
the crane and me
attempting to steal her shopping bag =x
-Friday, July 29, 2005
we had a greatly intense ' fight ' with mrs wee after school. - pukes - at the though of it. perhaps ' quarrel ' would be a better word in this case. she is so self-centred and bias BIAS B-I-A-S can ! idiotic woman ! ' lady ' would probably be too good a word to be used on ' it ' - note that its an ' it ' not a ' her '. sheesh ! i just dont see what she gains from this. like, whats her hell problem larh ? crazy teacher. and btw, tell her. she really is a fool. call us tell her how we really feel inside, and when i spoke up about mine after much thought and consideration, she actually acted pitiful and went lecturing us for the next half hour or so and indirectly scolding me. saying how hurt she was from the conver. stupid excuse of hers. fool is a fool, she seriously cant deny that. she`s a mull ! whatever that is.
I HATE HER ! can you feel the fumes steaming out from my head ? well, you should !
anyway, today i got to meet dearrie-rie ! ! x: so, i guess i was wrong about that. lol. thats one thing which made my day. although our activities were mostly maria-like, but we still had fun ! we did things like little 'grocery ' shopping for banana milk, sushi, sugar cane drink, onion rings etc. its so hilarious can. and he did so many good deeds to day. so proud of him ! maybe he`ll really get to strike lottery in the end ! whaha. -dreams-
Thursday, July 28, 2005
-Thursday, July 28, 2005
- screams - i dont think i`ll ever get my chance to see him this weekend )): thats like utterly sad news to me can ! - pulls hair in anger -
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me and sy - girl version have noticed that all around us, as in wherever we go, we see rambutan ' skins ' everywhere. thats like so sharp of us but hey ! who ask the rambutan to have such a red striking colour ? cant blame us though.
and today i was late the the third week ! guess what ? because of the two bus services which i supposed changed their timings, 46 people were late today. i`ve counted. cause its on the late record that mr ong keeps. i was like omgosh ! and i told noey who was standing beside me then. for some weird reason, we began laughing =.= and mr ong reprimanded us saying ' i dont see whats so funny '.
one good thing was that we got to skip most of the apex period. i couldnt find my class cause its just soooo small ! cant stand it sometimes lol. so i stayed at 4r6 there with erica and friends ((: - my old classmates he hee. i`ve missed them so much !
Sunday, July 24, 2005
-Sunday, July 24, 2005
i love sundays ! yes, i do <3
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my poor feet ! - cries - pain.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
-Wednesday, July 20, 2005
tmr`s 2107'05,
GOOD LUCK DEARRIE for youre tounaments.all five, okay ? x:red is a lucky colour. simply auspicious ! , i think.
Monday, July 18, 2005
-Monday, July 18, 2005
i like nic`s msn nick ! its. . ' Lean on me when u are not strong..i wil be ur friend,i will help u carry on ' isnt it just so lovely ? ((:
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anyway, i guess me and him are alright now
but there`s still this little gap between us ):. . i wish i wasnt like this. nothing would have happened then
Sunday, July 17, 2005
-Sunday, July 17, 2005
deep right down in my heart, there`s so much i fear inside. you just dont see. .
i know you did nothing. merely chatting to a friend. so the problem lies with me. im the problem. as i said, im being over-posessive and jealously simply invades me every single time i see you even talk to someone 'else'
so you see ? obviously its my fault, not yours. thats what i hate so much about myself. thus, the 'sorry' i said. bad luck i have.
Friday, July 15, 2005
-Friday, July 15, 2005
. . of our love ("v")
Thursday, July 14, 2005
-Thursday, July 14, 2005
Just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real,
since i found you
Forever it seems to be,
just like eternity
This everlasting love,
that i can see
We shall have this promise
that lies in the core of our hearts :
no matter what happens.
we will never part
rachel <3 yutian.
-Thursday, July 14, 2005
I LOVE THIS DAY - 140705 . so very important okay ? our first month. very happy monthsary dearr <3
pity about just now, youre match. im sure you wont see that idiotic fella again. bastard lor. its like he where can do that. never hear before. . i hope he later going home, fall on the road. roll over by car. going to hospital, hospital close. we shall laugh at him together okay ?
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today, sy girl version didnt attend school, she ps-ed me full strength again lor. but nevermind, fel and cf joined tables to mine, so we three sat today. got back variations test finally - 16/20 uber pleased with myself (: was all smiles. cause i didnt prepare for it. neither did i really understood it. but really was quite surprised larh.
during ss lesson, most hilarious. i dont know why, at that point of time of the day, 3r7 girls all felt so poetic. we began coming up with super lame but rhyming poems. however, all no link. here`s some i can remember. .
#1
i hate getting caught in the rain,
or getting stuck in the drain,
i hate taking the train
cause later i faint
#2
lets play a game
you go downstairs and sit on the drain,
in the rain,
under the train
although sure very pain
cause you no brain
this is so lame
#3
under the rain,
i feel the pain
#4
i shall tell you the truth
about youre tooth
and i knew i started running all about asking people one by one this :
' eh you. do you feel the pain ? '
and start laughing full strength. i dont know what motive i have for that. maybe for the fact that i was utterly bored. they must have thought i was insane. nothing better to do alr
oh. and me and fel have this poem. i wrote it. and she helped me choose x:
This friendship we share
shall never fade
It will always be there,
just like i said
Felicia and RacheL,
the owners of this book
Filled with memories,
of pictures we took
after school, we had chem. the girls only. mdm riza treated us to pao at library cause we had our usual thursday ' family gatherings ' as what me and cf suggest we call it. its just chem ' mentoring ' as fel came up with. okay, back to pao, its not the normal one, theyre special. from outside you see, looks normal. but when you eat it, not so normal already. . cause theyre chewy ones ! maybe you people can try it someday. see how youre jaws can tahan.
wow. i wote one para about the paos man ! unbelievable x:
Saturday, July 09, 2005
-Saturday, July 09, 2005
together forever,
we shall be
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nice ? he hee. yesterday. . was a very very important day. ha ha. dearrie came home, and we had dinner with my mum. oooh. . interesting right ? lol.we talked about all sorts of funny things. you should go ask him what. okay, and i know my dad`s the spoiler of the whole event. but still ! it was a meaningful day. eventful ? definitely. so we must remember the new date in our history book - 0807'05
someone spent so much money today arh. . buy shirt somemore. where`s mine ? x: and i cant believe it ! that person didnt buy hotdog from ikea. its a must-must for me when i go there. .
and btw, bad news ! on thursday i didnt had bm for dinner ): sad right ? but i made it up yesterday, although i shared it half each with noey. so deliciously yummy ! and yummily delicious. that so reminds me of shiyun and me during cme period last friday. we were talking about ketupat and its deliciously yummy / yummily delicious taste according to nabil. but i still think bm`s the nicest ! thy shall not betray it -smiles-
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
-Wednesday, July 06, 2005
i am so gonna die tmr man. its variations test and i dont understand it at all okay. damn shit. not even any memory of it since last year teacher taught my class. i was busy at suspension. and now, we`re supposed to look into heymath to understand it. but my com cant see pop-ups ! . . rahhhh ! freaking irritated. cant even learn when i want to right now. lucky thing, math lesson`s after recess, so perhaps. PERHAPS ( i say ) i can ask sy, girl version, to help me with it. if she doesnt go with that audrey, that is. however, high possibility of 99.9999 %, she`ll be with her. that girl just wont change and come to her senses ! oops.
oh, and today was first proper working day at bata. the bedok one which we took over. lesser people, more slack, better environment, and most importantly. . near my bm stall ! woah-ho ! i think i`ve gone quite crazy over it again. its the bm season.
monday`s dinner - bm
tuesday`s dinner - bm too
wednesday`s dinner - bm three
i think you can already guess whats for my dinner tmr. whaha. i dont know why im so attracted to it alr. . lets state whats most important in my life
1. dearr
2. bm
ha ha. thats so utterly utterly fake for the num 2 x:
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
-Tuesday, July 05, 2005
terrible terrible. . okay, allow me to state the events
event #1. on one unfaithful monday morning, 04-07-05,
was awoke by my father`s loud voice in my sleep. he practically shouted as he stormed into my bedroom. it was ten plus in the morning and obviously, i was still asleep as youth day so no school. i remember the first thing he said in his grouchy voice was that ' you take my money from my drawer right ? '
me : what money ?
he : those new ten dollars notes larh
me : i never ! ( which i seriously did not )
he : stop denying !
me : ( i was really boiling with anger as accused wrongly of being the culprit which i was not ) dont believe that dont believe larh
we started quarrelling
after he left, i was too mad and hot all over to even get back to sleep. to think he actually accused me of stealing his money which he kept in his drawer. he`s thinking that way just because the last time i asked money from him, he opened his drawer and showed me his 'hiding place' where he keeps his new notes and all.I NEVER ASKED HIM TO TAKE OUT THE MONEY IN FRONT OF ME WHAT. then now his money lost, first one he come find is find me and blame me for the lost money lor. idiot. . what is this, right ? i take his money for what ? i want also ask from him or my mum what. crazy fella. not even my fault lor. wake me up from my sleep still not enough, still want to shout and yell at me so early. spoil my monday mood. sheesh ! hate that man to the very core
event #2. today, my mum.
she often lets me stay out even if its past eleven or occassionally, past twelve. and today, that woman actually left my phone with two miss calls, one voice msg and one msg asking me where am i. i thought got what thing so important, so i decided to be good and called her back. so much for my good intentions. First thing she pick up the phone, she began questioning me where am i. i say bedok interchange. she ask me why i come home so late. i was like wth lor. the time by then was like only five o clock. and she claims that its late. what can i say ? i left school at four plus what. had tt/en and then met the P with some others. she think i live beside the school arh ? another idiot. . she`s utterly utterly insane and unreasonable. again, another crazy person in my family. . what is this family coming to ? the thought of it is also driving my mad. such 'kind' parents i have. self centred humans.
okay, enough of unhappy events, lucky for me. someone gave me a sweet surprise yesterday. for once right. . ? so very unexpected. ha ha. we should have that more often okay ? (:
for tt/en today, we had wushu. it was quite dumb larh, -shrugs- but enjoyable for first-timers like us. we learnt all those funny moves which i dont see how it can protect us even. and the coaches had to put most of the moves` names into layman`s terms. i think they seriously had difficulty in controlling the sec3s. thats just too bad larh, they should practice and read more books on ' how to control ngeeann sec sec3 students'. i suppose they can get that in the library. otherwise they can buy it from me (x i sell them, and very good ones too.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
-Sunday, July 03, 2005
feeling weird all over today. unexplainable fact with no real reason. : ps-ed him ? im so sorry, and i miss him so.
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in the end, went out with fel. and he, with his friend. had marche for dinner. and then we headed for starbucks, raffles city one. mocha frap ! yummy. and with that lovely whipped cream right on top, simple delicious. oh shit. im tempting myself once again.
visited our school`s exhibit at suntec hall 404 there. many people ! i swear it was so crowded we had to squeeze our way through. and then there was this little girl, she actually pushed me into fel without even saying 'excuse me. . ' or something like that. that rude thing ! fel actually went ' ehh ! ' like that, cause i bumped into her. and i purposely replied her ' not my fault, that girl pushed me' so pissed off at that small girl lor. idiotic. so young and no manners ! her father, beside her did stared at us for awhile before he spoke to his daughter in that low voice. dont know is scold the daughter or talking about me. oh well, it really wasnt my fault anyway. i know im being over paranoid but, its true. she`s one typical singaporean with no basic manners. maybe i should offer her tuition on that topic. :
