-Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Short-lived happiness.

I just wanna prepare myself for what seem is going to happen in a matter of time. I`m pretty sure I know what you`re thinking as of now. But I could be just assuming. Don`t get me wrong.

It was all just another round of pain and remorse. I hope you`re happy now that you`ve left me in this state. I`ll be fine on my own. Maybe I was too naive and silly to have put in my all and let my emotions run wild in such a situation because I can`t take the news. This only leads to the falling of myself. and boils down to that phrase that trust is just another meaningless word. But one thing`s for sure and will DEFINITELY remain the same. The fact that I loved you, and I will still continue to.

I don`t mind going through this ridiculous rollar coaster ride all alone.
I shan`t mind if you want to leave me standing by myself.
I don`t care if you were to like another girl in the future or worse still, are already liking someone else.

It`s not that. I don`t expect/want things to turn out this way. All this that I`m saying, it`s from the utmost bottom of my heart. I just can`t lie to myself anymore that you still love me as before. Maybe I should start accepting the painful truth and live with it.

I`m just saying this. But I doubt I can live up to my words and fulfill it, I just can`t do it. For you never know how deep my love is for you.

I LOVE YOU, still.

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