My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Friday, September 02, 2005
-Friday, September 02, 2005
how glad was i when i had known we`ve parted as i read the words of what said ' in a relationship '. at first sight, i felt cheated. and at first thought, for some weird apparent reason, my heart sank - filled with much jealousy. i guess it hadnt changed much larh. however, thinking again, i felt cheated. probably this is simply a test to see my ability to hold on ? well, i dont know. maybe its none.
perhaps he really is. but i dont know, even on msn. the pm. really caught my eye. and for that split second, i felt my blood run cold. or boil ? its a really undescribable feeling i cant express. not with anger, but something else. i dont know what it is either, - just, something else.
and the so very good reason for ' it ' was because of his love for ' someTHING else ' so be it. what am i ? an extra ? and now, the ' someTHING else ' is no longer important than this new person i see ? very funny. to think i`ve ever trusted this person in my life time and time again. of empty promises he`s made, that somehow or rather turned out to be my fault. im sorry rachel, i have to do this to you, myself again.
