My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
-Tuesday, March 29, 2005
lost my passion for blogs. didnt even read faseho`s blog. the mood`s just not there anymore. and wow. indeed i was surprised when she talked to me in msn after so long. faseha ! you`ve forgotten me. even at school !
anyway, i somehow feel pretty down lately. even shiyun, the class` most cheerful and 24-7 happy girl`s been in a bad mood the whole day. because she got detention for not going sports day. and she left poor cf alone. guess she was hopping mad. if i were her, i`d be super lonely too. cause felicia was one of the student helpers. oh well. the one problem i hate with my class is the fact that the number of girls are very few. FOUR.
today, i freaking splashed chilli sauce over my shirt when eating my favourite siew mai. in the most most obvious area - right splat in the middle of it. sigh. how clumsy can i get ? tried washing it off several times but the stubborn sauce simply stays. made my shirt all wet in the front for nothing. the worse part, i still couldnt get it off ! how irritating can it get ? in the end, was stuck with it for the whole day. i shall eat siew mai-s more carefully and cautiously in the future. people, remind me to !
okay. i know my blog`s been very boring and serious. cant help it. thats the way i am. and as i said, im not feeling very good or happy since mid last year. until i`ve met erica and co. ( : they`ve made my year brighter all year round. but until now. that one happiness i found with them is gone once again. but still, back to the topic of that one person, i know im silly. foolish, i`d say. after one year, and im still silently holding on. i just dont want anyone to know that i still care deeply inside of me. that im still the same old rachel who hasnt matured and have the sense to forget it all. it all began with. .
NO - that one word said it all. it crushed and cut me deep.
forgotten me. left me.
