My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
-Wednesday, March 09, 2005
chased, pushed about. all alone and not pleasantly surprised that my uncontrollable attitude is back again. throwing tantrums. messing around and hating myself for every single thing i do. im abnormal. im foolish. i`ve lost him even more although he`s my friend. why is everyone so happy ? all except me. friends whom i know, have their special someone with them. - why not me too ? okay, some even worse, getting married somemore. never tell me. : or is it just a discussion ? nevermind. all these 'friends' simply enjoy turning away from me. they have their guys. im not at all jealous at this. maybe this is my fault. my punishments for my ruthlessness, wrong-doings and misdeeds. oh, i get it. pay back time huh ? . . so tell me, how can i make up for all that ? is it already too late ? i want you, . . . this is all mixed up. i dont understand a single shit im typing. do you ? i wish im sane. ) :
