My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
-Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Im guilty of neglecting my whole family. until ' this ' had to happen to make me realise how important family relations are.
I love every single one of them.
but i just dont express or show it. I somehow understand how my mother feels being ' cheated ' but we all dont have to feel so sad, cause we`ll still have each other in the future. when my mum told me about this incident, we all cried like shit. unexpected news for me. to think i had still thought him as a good father. as my hero. i yearned to be like him. but my dreams are now slashed. - broken. GONE. the day before he came home, i had still constantly missed him. and made his bed nicely this that. and ' this ' had to happen. i feel like im still in my dream, as if its a drama series. but no, it isnt. i had not believed my mum`s words when she told me about this matter. my heart sank. and i still cant believed what i heard. its so unlike him !
although i had hated my dad for that very moment, come to think of it, maybe it isnt his fault after all. maybe he did those selfish acts which he didnt mean to ? sigh. its so horrible. but i think he`s even more guilty of lying to us for so many years. hiding and keeping things to himself. but anyhow, the truth is, I STILL LOVE HIM cause he`s my dad. but it breaks my heart to see him doing this to our family.
dad,
its either us or 'them ' .
