My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
-Wednesday, October 27, 2004
fiesta is finally over ! ! woohoo ! so happy. have been dreading this day so much. haha ! and now. . its over. okay, what crap. anw hairstyling was quite a success compared to 3e2`s : x earned like $106 but from what i heard, profit was only $11. -LoL- so chum. but most stations were a mess. people were coming and going. . using our hairsprays. . wax. . gel. . and even makeup without paying. that explains the low profit. haha. nevermind nevermind. . at least we still made some money (( :
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on monday, mdm bird told me some news. not good ones though. nevermind about that first. okay, we got back our scripts that day. mr chia let the dnt students check their papers first and ( i think he was the one who told us that our class one person transferred to NA, one person retain and one person the teachers managed to push up the marks and get promoted to sec4 express ) everyone went like ' who is it ? who is it ? ? ' afraid they were one of those unlucky people. all the guilty faces ! too bad mr chia forgotten who they were.
after recess was the checking of chinese paper`s turn. mdm fong came in. returned us our papers and o gawd ! if im not wrong, only 3people passed chinese ? its like hell can. we can all so die man. mdm fong say our class broke the record of the most number of failures for chinese in our school for express stream. during the checking of scripts that time, mdm fong walked all the way to my table and asked me if mdm bird had told me yet. what is it she was referring to ? . . told me what ? had no idea what she was talking about so i just said ' no '. mdm fong went away and i turned to kim and told her i think i might be one of those people who will not be promoted. true enough, i was right. im like so dead can. mdm bird called me and 3other guys - kenneth, jc and nick quek - to stay back in class after school as she wanted to speak to us all in private. obviously not anything good. she began with, ' kenneth and jc, you two failed ure overall for eoy. . ' i heaved a sign of relief. not so bad after all ( : i thought my math somehow pulled me up cause i managed to be one of those 20 people who passed it.
she spoke about kenneth first, and went on with jc but she skipped him. kenneth was the guy who luckily got promoted even though he failed his overall. lucky guy. she carried on with nick quek, he was the guy who got transferred. next was me, i fidgeted with my hands, hoping i was not the retaining student. she went on to me. . ' Rachel, so sorry to say this. . dont be sad okay, you can try harder next year. . ' blahblahh. ' . . ure retaining ' my heart sank. that was it. i should have guessed. o well, its fate. what can i do ? what were all my efforts for ? put to waste ? where is the fairness ? heard even jc got promoted in the end. and he dont even bother to study well. another lucky guy. heaven is NOT on my side. sigh.
why is my luck getting from bad to worse ? called my mum straight after i left school to tell her the news. she said not to be discouraged. can always try again next year, study harder. . and blahblah -parent talk- . but surprisingly, she wasnt mad at me. one friend told me ' its not a one-time effort you put in just afew weeks before ure exam but the effort you put in throughout the whole year ' so true, why hadnt i done that ? why hadnt i woke up since last year`s chance the school gave me to stay in express ? brought this upon myself. but the bright side is that most probably i get to switch from dnt to lit. i think lit`s so much easier. hope it`ll be successful. and im sure, or you people can be sure that you`ll see a whole new rachel next year ! d : remind me too if i dont or get carried away. must study study study. . study study study. . study study study. . .
but recently, my dad has been treating me extra good. hrmmm. . not to make me feel too upset ? i wonder why. .
