My Precision Reignites
L i t e r a c y
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there isn`t anymore pain,
life`s now like sunshine and no rain
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just like a fairytale,
my dream came true
it became real
since i found you
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in pure anxiety i wait
of whats the next take,
i hope it isnt a break
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all i need is a miracle,
perhaps this is just any obstacle
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staring into the night
all alone but thats alright,
it`s the feeling deep inside that i dont like
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when will i ever see the light,
or that happy face so bright ?
if only my fairytale could turn to reality,
then there won`t be anymore agony
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
-Sunday, October 17, 2004
its past 12 ! dont know if this blogger thing will put this as 17-10-04. ahhh. . nevermind. doesnt matter.
sighs. exams are really finally over, but i still dont really feel like it is. more relief but there`s so many unlucky things are happening. like that day leo told me about his thing, wow ! tragic man. i bet he`s damn disappointed but just that he doesnt express it. sounded so weak and different over the phone. cheer up kor ! (( : take life easy. i hope what you`ll get is good news okay ? sighs. sad ! wha. . i tell you, its so sad. i read that he`s now after this other girl =.= why ! urgh. . ! after all my patience, they werent even appreciated or remembered of. sighs. i have such bad luck ! i dont know what i did this time, but i honestly feel that one of my friends is try very hard to not talk to me. talk to my friend lor, what can i do ? and its not like i dont care. grrrr. . ahhhh. dont know what im babbling about. heck
took like 3hours or so to discuss with noelle over the phone on conference with jim too whether to go sentosa with their grup of friends or not. i bet it`ll be weird. and yes ! i was right. we felt damn out of place. we had to do all sorts of stupid things larh. me and noelle went to shower first and later the rest went. decided wait for them at the benches. wha. damn hungry. . couldnt stop thinking of fooood. . . we were just talking then suddenly noelle screamed. she totally sprang out of the bench seat and stood behind me. i looked what it was which made her scream - a bee. not just any bee, it was a GIGANTIC extra-large overgrown bee ! gross ! i stared at it in total shock not know whether to keep still or run. but the bee was coming closer. . closer to me. i couldnt just sit there, i stood up and used my bag attempting to hit the bee. but i missed it. i didnt know why or what for i did that. i just did it. probably too scared. guessed i got it angry, it started chasing me and noelle. we really screamed this time, so loud people were staring at us as if we were lunatics, and ran our fastest in some direction hoping to miss it. lucky thing, we finally did. we ended panting so hard. i hate that bee ! coming out to scare us like that. terrifying.
later on, went ps for dinner. had a plate of spaghetti from pasta mania. shared with noelle cause neither of us we very hungry. i dont know why. . i just could eat so much although i was very much hungry earlier on. texted leo ask him if he was free. i didnt want go home so early just yet. sandra couldnt go out, was with her grandma. so well, leo`s my next choice ! ( : my dear kor. haha. he`s so sweet can. went heeren, he was looking for this piggie toy thingy from 'action city' he wanted get it for his friend`s birthday present. been looking for it for months. so nice of him right ? haha. but he didnt bought it in the end cause the white one wasnt for sale. . o well. . poor guy. he seemed pretty fine today. not so moody, but still moody inside. o gosh ! what am i talking ?! was sitting on those benches near taka`s orange julius when we went back on the topic about 'that'. sigh. i hope he`ll be fine. hrmmm, do i sound like im over-reacting ? : well, never in my life, had i anyone who is always here for me. . how can i not be so inhumane to just let him suffer there ? alone. tried to make him laugh, not so successful. finally went off 10+ cause he`s meeting his friends go Zouk. texted me say saw sg idol there. haha.
best part of today was that i told my mum i`ll be home by 5-7pm. but in the end, reached home like 11+. wth right ? im 4 hours late haha. but its worth it ! ( : she didnt mind anw d :
